rip daddy- 10/17/51 - 10/15/10 :(

I loved you so much. It hasn't really hit me that you're gone forever. I keep thinking you're going to come back, but by now your ashes are scattered somewhere over the sea.

Yet I'm sitting in class watching a stupid film about Sufism, surrounded by people who think everything is normal. Everything is the same, except that you're gone. But how can you be gone when nothing has changed?